sick :'(

So I am ill in bed. Why does it always happen after I have new lampwork books and could really do with trying some things out........damn this throat, and weakness it sucks!! I did attempt , a few things mermaid puffin, strawberry, general randomness, but feel they didn't go as well as they should have.....I also made ralucca a hollow perfume bottle though, which I quite liked! Right am off to read am exhausted sitting up......as the tv show says.....epic fail!